Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

hijack a shooting star


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i will be gone tonight.
to somewhere farrrrrr.

okie bye bye.
cya when im back!!!



okie, im back to blog again.
hmmmm actually nothing much to talk about this few days or weeks.
all i do is slack and home.
the most hardworking i ever done is went down to have a long jog.
not very long actually.
at least i burnt some fat and train my stamina.
thats all i done for this few weeks.

oh ya, and i went out to buy for my buddy birthday present.
settle one person present already and have in mind for the other person too.
bought a flip flop for that buddy of mine.
the other one think will just give him money.
he is in need of money now.
so money will be more practical for him i guess or we guess.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY To THEM.

okie. i will be leaving singapore to some other country for a week soon.
u all should know where im going.
will be leaving on the wed night.
i know nobody going miss me when im gone. haha. i knew that!!!

some happy events happened this week. =)
oh ya i bought a small present for myself.
but the money is come from singapore government. hehe.



i came to realized something.
last time i will think why cant i have gf like others.
now i realized that, i shouldn't bother by it at all.
just leave it to fate.
moreover, i going to be enlisted soon.
who will wan be with a NS-man right.
and even have gf now, just got together, will u want to leave her for so many days?
ans is NO.

hmmmm. nothing to talk about for now.
okie okie. going off now.
bye bye.

2 more nights, excited, wooooooooo



woooooo...
anyone miss me?
i have not blog so quite some time...hehe
kk...i shld blog one damn pissed off thing today...

I FAIL MY FTT FOR THE 2nd TIME!!!!!!!!!...
weeeee...the qn for me is always damn weird and hard one...
fuck BBDC...
if i fail the 3rd time...
i gonna go straight to their parking lot and drive a car...
drive straight and bang into their office!!!!!!
YEA...tts my plan...
and another fuck thing is that i forget to bring my atm card...
i cant top up my account...
and so...i got no money to book another FTT now!!!
ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!

kk...should rest now...
i keep wanna go swimming again n again in the morning...
but i just cant wake up early...
BECAUSE!!!!!
i cant get to sleep early at all!!!!!
i will only sleep when it is about 3plus 4...

haix...
bye bye

[i should not be so soft hearted...now what i get is only disappointment]
[u disappoint me time and time again]





杨宗纬 洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护着你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃着聊着笑着
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你
偷偷的隐藏着自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

my nickname from now on is call 洋葱(Onion)
call me that from today onwards ba...

today just went jogging...
super tired now...
next time then give a real post...

good night and bye bye...

feel like swimming tml morning...
but dont know can i able to wake up early morning anot...
haix...im juz too lazy in everything... :(



hi...
think im gonna get fatter day by day...
at home i got nth to do...i will just go find food to eat...
and after finish eating...i will sit down on my sofa to think what thing to do...
so...wanna bet i will get fatter the nxt time u see me?

slack and slack...
slack is relaxing...but when u got nth to do...
ITS A SUFFER!!!

[in your life...people come in
some people come in and stay in your heart...
while others will just walk away without any reasons...
those who stay are your truly your good friends...
those who are not...are just some by-passers...
those are not worth to be friend with...
maintaining a friendship is very hard...
but most important is that it takes 2 hands to clap...
both side must put in efforts to maintain it...
when one side did not put in any...
the other side has no choice but to let go...]

this is ren sheng (life)...

okie bye bye...
(LA JI XIAN...if u see this...just wanna tell u...pls blog!!! dont be lazy)



lonely...
i am so lonely...
la la laaaaa...
woooooo....

okie i dont know how to sing already...

bye.........



haix...
i hate eye infection...but i keep having it...
why why why...

okie...think is cos of me keep rubbing my eyes ba...
why i keep rubbing my eyes while i know i easily get eye infection...
haix...hope i can recover ASAP...
and hope wouldn't swollen...

okie...all these days i been doing nth...
just slack at home do nth...
been very long nv go gym already...
been very super n duper lazy...
think my arms are getting smaller each day...
sian...all my efforts will be gone if i carry on like this...

i dont wan be back to the old me... =(
nvm...i shld just slack and pull myself to gym more often...

okie...here is something to share...
i got one friend...she said something very funny...



she will harden!!!!!!!
can u believe it???
i knew she is a she-male long ago...
discover something weird and wrong with her since the day i know her...

i shld really seldom go online from tml onwards...
nth to do in msn...no good website to surf...
i will be just wasting my time go msn...

okie...nth to blog...
bye bye...

[please think hard...dont be regret for what u have did]
[everything we work hard for will be gone]



today just spent my whole day slacking at home...
but afternoon is spent in swimming pool...
still learning how to float...
I MUST LEARN HOW TO FLOAT ASAP...AND YES I WILL...

okie nth much to blog...
tml i will be alone at home whole morning and afternoon...
i got a thinking of going teban to eat my breakfast alone...
crazy thinking but maybe i will do it...
thought of going shopping alone also...
need buy something and buy comic to kill my time too...

okie...going sleep soon...
bye bye...



im freaking bad mood and feeling low now...
maybe is cos of tired i think...
today went to the 3do camp to see see look look...
overall is disappointed...

okie...finally settled today...
no shld say hope tml can settle finish...

i still have a month more...
any jobs wan me?!?!?!??!?!
please anyone intro me any job...or just any 2,3,4 or a week job...
please!!! i super in need of money now!!!

okie...tired...bye bye

[u just wun know what u have done]



what the fuck am i make of?
why i cant get to sleep easily...
why all those rubbish and unrealistic things come to my mind at night time when i was about to sleep...
while im so damn freaking tired...
lied on bed...close my eyes...
but i just freaking cant get to sleep at all...
for example ytd...
i was about to sleep...
lied on bed at 1240...
the time i last check before i completely sleep is 250...
so i took 2 hrs lied on bed and do nothing...
not do nothing...many many many stuffs come to my mind...
a lot unrealistic stuffs in my mind which i thinking hope to be happened...

and now im freaking tired...
dont wanna go sleep now...
cos i know i wun get to sleep at all...
i really need go see doctor...
give me some sleeping pill for me to sleep ASAP...

haix...why i cant get to sleep easily...
why why why...

bye bye...