Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

hijack a shooting star


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excitement pls pls pls...
i'm now freaking bored, sian, moodless now...
all these things keep me away from gym and playing of any sports anymore...

i need some fucking excitement in my life!!!

shit life...



i have decided to do something...
and i hope i can keep this decision...
sick and tired of it...

and there's one more thing i have to make up my mind fast...
i still need more time...

today didt do much thing...
just had my family day today...
we whole family went to IMM giant to buy alot alot things...
haha...i bought alot too...
alot junk food also...wa haha...
bought a bluetooth for my laptop to use too...
finally my duper lousy laptop have bluetooth...
was fun to have family...
just went home that time was tired...
alot things need to carry...

bye bye...







been so long since i stay out late night...
finally!!!
okie but not very late...

today juz went for a little drinking session at a pub...
then lan all the way...weeeeee
im sux at lan...sian...

i got a super duper feeling for clubbing...
i wanna go zouk asap...been so long nv go zouk...

okie...nth to blog already...

[sometimes i do really dislike u]



time is 6:42pm...

now my feeling is super duper low and sian...
feeling very sad now...
dont ask me why...
=(

a super nice song: won't let you fall - fergie
super duper nice...

byebye...

[wonder will you hear it]



okie...here to update...
dont say me lazy...

last sun went to ubin for cycling...
sian lor...
first...alot mosquito bites...
second...I FALL DOWN...
we went to a new route we nv went b4...
went through alot slope...
manage to pass one a very rocky slope...
alot rocks there...heng nv fall down at there...
fall down at a very uneven ground...
cycle down n there go in a quite deep hole...
fell down!!!
hurt my whole foot...
lucky not very serious de...
if i fall at the rocky slope...
woooooo...shld be in coma now...haha


the mark of the great fall!!!

all other days nth much to blog...
went to buy my sandals on mon...
but dont hv any i want de...
so went to reef curl n bought my new slippers
nice...i like it alot...

today went to eat the so-long-never-eat sakae sushi...
super full...we take a plastic bag to contain the rice we dont wan to eat...
tot we can hide everything...
guess wat?!?!
when billing, the manager come to us and say we put all the rice in a plastic bag and wanna check our bag...
sian lor...tot we can hide n they didt know...
dont know hw they manage to find out...
we kanna charge for tt...
but overall not very ex... =)
so ps lor...think we will nv go back there eat again...
we blacklist ourselves...

okie...slacker for life again...
going slack till i have a job...
i got find one okie...juz alot no reply...
is heaven dont wan me to work...haha
bye bye lor....

[i miss you very much]



this few days keep staying at home...
i will really go mad if i continue like this...
although i already is a mad guy...
but will me even more mad...

haix...today at home whole day...
no one can go out with...
i dont wan be loner...maybe i shld train to be alone as NS soon...
haix...

tonight shld be go clubbing de...
but i cannot go...
i wan go c...uniform day lei...
haha...alot sexy girls oooooooo...
nvm...clubbing next time then...

nth to blog le...
bye bye...

i wan to be in your life...
hope my dream will come true...



i will try my very best to stop myself...

try my very best...

-----------------------------------------------

i hate people when they do that...
dont just happy happy come...
not happy then go away...



okie...play basketball half way and suddenly my sandals become very loose
wooooo...my sandals broke...
is not the thing come out...is broke...
cant wear anymore le...
haix...

okie...time to get a new sandals le...
thinking looking for NUM again...
but ex... =(
now have to wear my old slippers which like 1 yr nv wear at all...
haha...wait wear halfway on the road break...
then will be super sian diao...

nth to blog...
still looking for jobs...
all the jobs i applied...pls pls pls response to me ASAP!!!
PLEASE LAR!!!
save money!!!
cycling soon...happy max!!!
bye bye...

there is nothing i can do about it...



YES lar...
BTT was too easy for me...
haha...okie today is my BTT...
went to meet bro at 1.30...but as usual, im late...
then we immediately went to bai bai...
haha...dont know why he wanna go bai bai...BTT only...
not TP...TP then must go bai bai everyday...
but okie lar...bai bai will feel better...

when we go in tt time...everyone in the classroom, all eyes were on us lar...
at there i was like special creature everyone looking at us...
i cant held myself not to laugh...just find it so funny why everyone was looking at us...weird!!!!!!!

okie at the test...really alot alot alot common sense...
BUT...I DONT KNOW WHY STILL HAVE PEOPLE FAIL THEIR BTT????????
muz be anyhow do...but anyhow do the sign boards qn nvm...
but common sense qn dont tell me u dont know at all...
okie dont care bout others much...

after BTT then nth le...went to walk walk...
saw cw n alex...walk awhile with them then we go separate ways...
went vivo walk walk and meet another bro...
then went home after dinner le...
boring life...but life are like this...bo bian...

okie nth much to blog le
(today dont hv any ps note...haha)



please do your part...

hope everything will change to better soon...

i watched a very touching movie just now...
ALWAYS REMEMBER, FAMILY COME FIRST...FAMILY IS VERY IMPORTANT...
i watch till cried...haha

bye bye...



THIS IS MY 100TH POST !!!
okie...just back from home not long ago...
supper time juz nw again...
fat...

but today was out the whole day...
kbox with the usual...however some not there...
was really super fun...
sotong balls is juz as crazy as before... =)
sing alot alot of songs...

today heard some news...haha SHOCK!!!

after kbox is dinner with the 2 girls...
after dinner is meeting my gangs...
same things...movie then supper...
but was super fun to be with em...
oversea trips coming soon...so excited !!!

now the time is 3:33 am...and i still not sleeping yet...
okie...sure pimples outburst soon...
bye bye...

i know u wun care about it at all...
cos is not a matter to u anyway...



today my world is really fallen apart...
is really super duper fallen apart...
really very sad to see that i get a D for my ihp...
is really very sad... =(
the whole day after i saw my result i was really very moodless already...
is like really so damn pissed lar...
she say i can pass...but not with high grade...
and what the FUCK is the not with high grade while i get a D only...
what can i do...sad and i only can sad alone n i dont wish to tell my parent about it...
and there is nothing i can do to make me happy... haix...
double impact =(

watch rule #1...i was like so numb lor while watching a horror movie...

fuck it already...what can i do to change my life better!?!?!?!?!



it will never be the same again...
never will be...
sorry...

bye bye...



我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎



i shouldn't be bother bout anything anymore...

but...

happy...happy...happy...
let me be...



okie okie...i know i been lazy to blog...
so now here goes...

back from bintan quite long ago...
was fun...especially wif them...
but the thing sian is cos of the weather...
we cant play any water sports...
got jet ski u know!!!!!!!! cant play lei...fuck up lor...
nvm...okie the things there are equally expensive as singapore...
so bought nth back home...
but overall was fun...the best place to chill...
but still...after my retirement...i will still choose Hawaii to spend the rest of my life...

hmmmm...work for the IT show for hp for 4 days...
hope can earn more this time...
but still...i dont hv high hope for high pay...
cos the sales...not very very good...
saw alot different ppl...promoter is good...
cos can really meet alot different ppl...
one guy work for IT company...was nice to chat wif him...
he gave me his name card...n say if wan work for any part time can find him...
haha...a lobang...
but IT company...when i know IT...i already sian half le...
maybe shall call him tml n ask for any part time work ba...
saw alot pretty girls too...
haha...the show girl of my dream are there too =)...
but she is still so high above me...(not as in tall)
but as in she is too far for me...haha...
but she really really is so so so pretty...
wonder will i find any girl like her to be my girl =)
and also saw a girl really look like her...but a fatter version...
haha...saw her remind of her...but nvm...what past is the past...
dont think about it anymore...
during the IT show...some unexpected things happened too...
was nv really tot that will happened...quite happy about it... =)

super shiok after that 4 days work...legs can rest finally...haha
okie been slacking at home n doing nth...if got is only outing and spend money...
bangkok trip been planned...hopefully i can make it after my family trip...

sry is a long n boring post...
but i update lei!!! very rare le okie...so muz take time n be patient to read =)
bye bye oooooooo...

okie...is gonna be a new fresh start for me =)



really feel so dead inside...