moonlight

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

whisper a wish

Saturday, December 27, 2008

i tot i could get away from last time...
but, im still back to square one...

whenever i need company, dont think there is anyone for me...

got no company at all...

whenever i need u, u r not there...

will anyone accompany me when i need someone the most?

sry emo these few days...

think i need alot time to forget her =(

(12:12:00 AM)


Friday, December 26, 2008

why did u say that u are very faithful.
is all bullshit do u know that...

friends hv a certain limit that u can be close with...
u are over the limit everytime and u didt realised it at all...
still tell me to understand while u are doing things which hurt me deep in my heart...
what is this...is this called love?

im a fuck up bf and i know that all along...
but do u think what u hv done is right for a gf shld be?
what are u trying to show by putting up those photo,
is it let everyone know that the fucker inside the pic is ur bf while not me at all?
everytime i say u about the photo, u always think that there is nth wrong with it...
there is nth wrong for ur frens to see, but there is hell lots of things to a bf...
hug so closely and even kiss on cheek with frens are nth wrong?
that's all bullshit!!!
im not western country ppl...i cant accept my gf to hug n kiss other ppl as a form of greeting...

i didt realised those photo at all, cos u nv tell me at all...
until i found out myself, is all too late...
i really dont know what are u thinking at all...

maybe we both are wrong...
maybe u still do not have a mature mind yet...
all u wan is juz to play...
but im not someone who u can play with...

dont always do what u like only, think of other people's feeling...
pls pls pls...

what u think is right doesn't means everything is right...
hope u will realise this soon...

~comes to an end~

(5:49:00 PM)