moonlight

Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

whisper a wish

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

what the fuck am i make of?
why i cant get to sleep easily...
why all those rubbish and unrealistic things come to my mind at night time when i was about to sleep...
while im so damn freaking tired...
lied on bed...close my eyes...
but i just freaking cant get to sleep at all...
for example ytd...
i was about to sleep...
lied on bed at 1240...
the time i last check before i completely sleep is 250...
so i took 2 hrs lied on bed and do nothing...
not do nothing...many many many stuffs come to my mind...
a lot unrealistic stuffs in my mind which i thinking hope to be happened...

and now im freaking tired...
dont wanna go sleep now...
cos i know i wun get to sleep at all...
i really need go see doctor...
give me some sleeping pill for me to sleep ASAP...

haix...why i cant get to sleep easily...
why why why...

bye bye...

(1:02:00 AM)