Thursday, December 27, 2007
im really sure a hopeless and failure guy...
everything is just going against me...
and i can juz hopelessly and helplessly accept it...
and no one will help me...
and no one will care for me...
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nth much...
juz got to know that i was drunk on the christmas eve (ping an yea)
alot things happened that i juz got to know it from my frens...
blog more bout this nxt time...
(12:58:00 AM)
Saturday, December 22, 2007
(6:31:00 PM)
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i wan an overall change of me!!!
totally change to a different person...
hahaha...
stupid sotong ask me go plastic surgery...
haha...i wan lor...if can change the complexion of my face...
dun wan pimple and hv a anti-pimples face...
okie i wan change alot things...
my appearance, character, attitude!!!
i really need to do some self-reflection of me towards my family...
seen my frens the commitment to their family...
i think im like a stupid ass!!!
from now on...i shld treat my family alot alot better den before...
why am i still here?!?! okie bk to project...
(1:37:00 PM)
yes man!!!
i skip sch for like 3 days in a row...
mon to wed (today)...
cos i cant find any reasons to go sch...
my sup is not in singapore, and i will juz need to do my program...
so i rather slack at home and do...
dunno why this few days very tired...
nv sleep enough, no matter hw long i slept...
okie enough of rubbish...go bk to my project again...
gym-ing later...
gonna be tired again...
bye
(1:27:00 PM)
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
this jay's MTV very nice and touching!!!
although this is typical old touching story;
this story is about the guy has only a month left to live,
with the intention of not having to upset his love ones, his girlfriend,
he lied to his gf that he will be away cos he selected for some kind of oversea study,
after that, the guy send a package to his gf, telling her all the truth
finally the girl knows everything and wanna run to find her bf...
The guy said this to her gf:
"if i can start everything over again, i hope i was never in your life"
okie...back to project time, at nite meeting 09 for dinner...
(4:15:00 PM)
Monday, December 17, 2007
wo hoooooo...
feel kind of down this few weeks...
seems like the world is falling on me...
helplessly and hopelessly crashed on me...
haha...what lame sentences...
nth much...juz feel really down this few weeks...
and im really alot better in hiding feelings from all my buddies...
as i dun wan to spoil the mood when everyone is so happy =)
last time i was really sure a spoiler...sry to all... =)
okie nth to blog oso...
stress stress stress...
my project is still in a mess...
some pro zai pls help me!!!!!!!!!
how to integrate flash to ASP and ASP to database...
i tried many many many ways, and i still CAN'T!!!!!!!!!
there was a time i dont wan to get drunk at all...
i saw the way my fren was drunk...scary!!!
but now the feeling of making myself drunk is back again...
when u r very tired, u will easily to get drunk...
one example is me on fri...i slept only bout 4 hrs...
when i go drink, is juz only 1/4 the ammount i normally drinks...
and i was not able to walk properly already...but my mind is still clear...
bang ppl around and being banged around...
okie i shall really make myself drunk after my bloddy IHP...!!!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
(12:07:00 AM)
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
im sick!!!
omg... hate to fall sick...
got flu and cough...
i hate flu...makes me so sleepy and i cant do my project...
when i no mood do project...im not sick...
when im stress in the mood to do...now im sick...
wtf man!!!
okie...dunno hw...think left 2 weeks only...
im so stress and sleepy!!!
no strength and motivation to do...
=(
(8:41:00 PM)
Thursday, December 6, 2007
i been very lazy to blog...
nth much to blog too...
just wanna say something...
maybe i get used to it
maybe im numb to this kind of thing
thats why kinda of prepared for it
bye blog again next time...
(10:48:00 PM)