Thursday, April 5, 2007
okie...i should update now...
been slacking for many days after camp...
cos i dun wish to do anything dun feel like doing anything...
i dun have the mood to do anything...
went drinking wif frens on tue...
wanna drink till i drunk and so that i wun feel anything
drink n drink...until im abit drunk...haha...
went kbox n sing away the sorrow...haha
i juz wanna get really drunk...numb myself...
goin for the 3do camp soon...suddenly i got the feeling of dun wan go at all...
i dunno wat happened...or maybe is becos...........
i really dunno wat how will i feel during the camp...feeling is sux...
wanna go out more often n keep myself busy...so that i wun think anything...
haix...
if love u is a torture to u
n love u is not a happiness to u
sry that i made u suffer
i will do my best to forget u
cos u have said very clearly that its impossible
n i had given up all the hopes
the only important thing for me is tt u muz be happy n tts all i ask for
the last love i give u is let go...
(11:23:00 AM)